hej gaby!

Hi.
I know that I haven't upated in quite a while but I just haven't felt up to it.
Just  so you know I'm fine I just don't feel like writing right now..

I'm taking a small brake from LJ.

See yah!

I was at a konfirmation camp last weekend with David, my sister and Madeleine. It was boring, we planned what we were going to do on the "big day". I think that there's something wrong with Madeleine, she has diabetes type 1 the one that I have and she's not taking good care of it. She doesnt eat enough food for luch, or breakfast, she says that she exercises but I don't think that she does. Her figure tells me otherwise.

I'm worried a lot about the people tha I love, Gaby, Rebecka, MAdeleine, David, Linn, and everyone else, you know who you are. I'm worried abou David 'cause he doesn't eat enough, at least not for lunch, I'm worried about Gaby ´cause I don't her from her, I'm just worried...

I'm happy as well, the sun is finally showing it's face here and it's starting to get warmer, the mornings are still cold but when the sun comes up it gets a lot warmer.   :D

My prao time was great!! I was at the libraray and I loved it, being surrounded by all those books was wonderful.  The only downside was that my mother had to be around the libraray for the first three days for insurance purpoes and because I had just coma out of the hospital and she wanted to eat lunch with me to see that I took my insulin and stuff. But it went ok anyway.

I was ill for two days of this week, I had the worst cough. I blame my sister and David, both had really bad coughs and then I got it so I blame them.


I'm fine, I just sometime just dislike having an illness....

I think that the nurses at the hospital are vampires. When I was there and had an insulin pump stuck to my arm, they came in and took a milimeter of my blood once an hour. I had that pump for two days!
Then when I was alowed to take insulin shots by myself they came in to my room and took bloodtest in the middle of the night.
This morning after I slept in my own bed for the first time in about a week then I had to go to the hospital in the morning, on a Sunday,  for they wanted a blood sample, four vials. Sure the vials only contained about two mililiter each but they still took my blood.

I'm so happy to be home. I missed my own room.

I'm HOME!!!

Finnaly I'm at home.

I'm at the hospital right now. Do you want to know how I got here? Well, I'll tell you.

It started on Tuesday, we had  a doctors appointment at 9Am to see what was wrong with my eyes. My dad and I went there and after about ten minuets and a couple of tests the doctor figured out that I have Diabetes. We were given a note to the hospital to get me admitted then we went to get my mom.
After we had gotten my mom we went to the hospital. Because I'm under 18 I had to go to the childrens emergency. They put an IV of fluids in me and then took a lot of blood from me.
After they had taken blood then they changed the IV  from fluids to insulin. Then I had to go to the waiting room which was full of small children, I dislike small children, they are annoying. I sat there with a machine which pushed insulin directly into my veins and was plugged into the wall from 11 to 16 then I got a room.

I got the machine off yesterday and must now take shots of insulin before I eat and take a blood sample to see how much sugar I have in my blood.
I have had visitors, Linn Gaby, jessica, Medeleine, my sister, my dad, my two aunts and strangely enough one of my cousins... I got a book and a couple of magasines from my aunts and a book and fruit from Jessica, Linn , Gaby, Madeleine and my sister.

I don't have that much of a problem with getting diabetes except for that now I'm so much like my twin sister it's annoying. I love my sisterr I do, but I don't want to be my sister. I want to be me it's more fun.

The people in my class knows about this and are feeling sorry for me.

I will hopefully be out of here by Sunday at the latest.

My eyesight is getting worse. We went to the phamacy today and bought eyedrops but it's still not better. We  believe that it might be an eye infection, I'm going to go to the schoolnrse tommorrow at school but we're probably going to call the doctor an get an appointment.
My eyelids are sort of swollen, it looks as though I'm wearing eye shadow which is ludicrous I haven't worn eyeshadow in over 6 months...

I hope it gets better..

I'm not one to admit to this often, but now I'm doing it. I admit it I'm scared.
For the last two days I've been noticing that my eyes are acting up. I've always been able to see really well far ahead of me but for the last two days it's been bad.  When I try to focus about 10-15 meters ahead everything starts to get blurry, it's like when you look through a dirty window while it's raining. If it doesn't stop over the weekend then I'm going to get an appointment for an eye doctor.

I'm going to be frank now, I've been a total Bitch today.

That's all  I have to say, + I'm sorry..

Hi.
I'm tired right now... I might be crazy, but if I know that I'm crazy doesn't it men that I'm sane?
I read somewhere that if you know that you're crazy it means that you're not, I think that I might have dreamt it...

I've been thinking, I know what a shock, what if I have some sort of disease. I feel ill a lot, it might be a part of my mind or menstral pains.. I don't know...

well that was a waste..

Friday was fun, I was with Gaby for most of the day, we walked around and talked about school and anything. It was lots of fun, I missed her alot. Later that day was the third episode of Eureka they killed of Nathan! I can't believe it  they just killed him. No more Nathan Jack slash.... sad.   :(

I haven't done much since, have had the worst headache for a couple of days..

There was a great Merlin episode today, we got to know a bit of what had happened in the past, during "The great purge" and we got to know a bit more about Gaius. There was  sadly very little Arthur Merlin interaction, sad...

I'm posting from the library right now, I know that this might be a bit too much posting but I like writing about myself and my life, I'm a bit egocentric on that...

I was supposed to come here, to the library, with Jessica and my sister but Jessica texted me about ten last night and said that she couldn't come, they have people over or something. So it's just me and my sister here.
There was a strange thing about Jessicas texts though, first she wrote that they were going away tomorrow (today) and then when I wrote back she wrote that they were having people over.. I think that either she wants to avoid Rebecka and me or she just don't know what she was going to do..
I'm a pessimist so I believe option one but I don't know it for a fact...

I hope that the rest of my break is as much fun as it is now... NOT.

( This is a venting pose with some minor spoilers for Stargate Atlantis episode 5.20  )</div></div>

Well as you can figure out by the subject, it's my birthday today. I got a new cellphone, I'm just waiting for my number to be transfered I like my old cellphone number I have had it for years and don't want to loose it. Almost my entire class sang happy birthday to me todayit was a little embarrasing but I have had worse.

Linn and Jessica came and rang my doorbell and took me and my sister out, we had to pay for ourselves but it was fun. I haven't seen them for a while and I missed them.  AN was there to we ate at a good cafe' togeteher, it's a fifties style cafe' and they serve enormous cakes and it was sooo good. I also got cought up on their lives and such....

Even more fun stuff happened a couple of hours ago, two Stargate Atlantis episodes that I haven't seen before after eachother!! Can a birthday  get any better. I don't feel like writing a recap, just this: Rodney got together with Keller, John took Ronon surfing but we weren't allawoed to watch it it would have been fun though. Todd came back he had taken the drug Keller made and wasn't able to feed off of humans anymore, he and his crew got sick and they left to get help by Atlantis, the wraith ship malfunctioned and they crashed it into the ocean, The team + Major Lorne and Todd survived, Todd left to become a real wraith again by letting himself get sucked by a bug (doesn't that sound dirty?)

It was loads of fun and I got cake!!! 

This episode of Stargate Atlantis was really good.
I'm going to do a fast recap ok?

Woolsey almost lost his position of leader of Atlantis because one person in the IOA back on earth didn't like him and he saw an hallucination of a beatiful woman that liked him

John was on the mainland together with two "astro biologist"s and he also sees an hallucination but not of a beautiful woman but of Kolya, I hate Kolya. The hallucination cut off John's hand! I thought that it was all true and kind of screamed out loud at the Tv, you could ask my ister if it's true she probably heard it.

Rodney found a device on the ocean floor that was the remnants of a lost race many years ago, he thought that Radek was there as well but he was an hallucination.

The hallucinations were created by the device that had been on the ocean floor for a while. They took it with them on the Dadelous to the planet that it was supposed to go to. 

HI everyone who takes time out of their days to actually ead the things that I write, I think that it's probably only 1 peron but I just like writing...

It's the first day of the new year of 2009, I hope that it will be good. It doesn't feel like it's Thursday today I just thought about it a couple of minutes ago when the comercal for Stargate Atlantis came on and it said "Tomorrow at 21:00" and I just thought; is it Thursday today?!

Happy New Year!!! Hope it has been fun for you..

Anyway My year has been good and bad but I can't complain too much right now, I've done it for the whole year so...

Christmas was fun, I went to church alone in the morning, 11 o'clock,  and then came home to get presents. Church wasn't that bad, I might do it this year as well... I got a new pj and my sister and brother and I got a Nintendo Wii together. I also got a High School Musical bed set I was happy though I would have liked to get a new cell phone, but I will probably get that for my birthday which is the 16th.

I skipped going to church with my dad and sister last friday because I had a head ache and Stargate Atlantis was on. It was a great episode, llots of Rodney John interaction, Michael came back and tried to take Teylas baby and kill Ronon but the Atlantis team succeded. John and Rodney raced electric cars and John cheated but it was fun to watch. Cant wait `til next weeks episode, I ordered Stargate Atlantis season 3 on Dvd `cause the Dvd that I have only works on my computer...

I bought Back To The Future Trilogy all three movies  for a really good price...